Time and events have a way of forcing you to change ,as the seasons change we as people do.
Losing my brother has forced me to change in a way that I will never be the same. I am learning to adjust to his passing ,but I always think of him. I can’t believe that he’s gone.
The winter is cold and we often look forward to when the spring comes. We must do the same with bad events and experiences. One day we will be happy again if we trust God. There is a process that we will go through it is designed to grow us and strengthen us.
I didn’t think I would ever get to this part in my life. It’s one year to the passing of my brother and there were plenty of days I was angry and I would cry. I am certain that there is no limit on how one feels after the death of a loved one and I’m sure that there will be more days to come -when I remember a song or a memory that is related to my brother.
I am preparing myself for this time but I know that one can never really be prepared . Seasons change and so do we. Give yourself time to heal and be in touch with your emotions. The winter is cold but spring soon will come. Reflecting on the past is not always necessary- it is my thought to think of the spring! A new beginning for anything you desire.
God is amazing , when he designed the seasons of the year it’s because nothing stays the same and neither do we. We grow … take time to notice your seasons of change.